Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Christmas has flown by, New Year has flown by. Woah. Back to school this week, I've got a feeling it's going to be a pretty hectic last term, only 6 weeks. First softball training of the year was awesome, had a great time <3 Super large amount of work will be approaching soon I guess, I am so.......... Not looking forward.

I will lose weight. 

 Well it's been a long time my dearest ellejay, I have neglected you so. Fret not however, collaterallove is still very dear to me. It's just that I've been addicted to tumblr lately. Do follow if you have one (: secretpassionplay.tumblr.com

The 2 weeks holiday has flown by. Thailand trip was good, didn't get a lot of things though. Been burning myself out studying for SOCPHY, but not getting anywhere. Christmas was a happy affair during the family dinner, but after everyone went home and the parents&sister went off to their own engagements I was left home alone. Merry krismus huh. Jo&Tabong came over late at night though, so not all was lost ^^

New year's eve was much the same, home alone. I have become such a recluse lately. Hate my job nowadays, going to quit when my contract is up. New jobssssss. School's starting, got a feeling the upcoming term will be a hectic one. Am steeling myself up for a rough ride ahead. 

Goodnight all, love you. 

I'm at the school library alone right now and am feeling oddly unsettled. FMSA Training later and I'm not looking forward to it because I'm really tired and I don't think I know my script all that well. It's been a tiresome day. I feel lonely. I want to go home and start on my phonetics journal for real. I probably need t start getting serious about SOCPHY as well. So many things to do, sigh.

Does anyone even follow this space anymore?

Back from thebestfriend's birrday chairlet. Travelled down there from school on friday morning after class and nearly got lost because pasir ris is bloody foreign to me. The kids went cycling so the both of us ambled around, had a good time, laughing uncontrollably and such as we always do during chairlets :D Mostly we just slacked around, ate a lot, drank the nights away, slept a little, went to WWW with the kids, ate some more, drank some more, and slept a little bit more. Got half sloshed the last night with Evan over the last few drops of vodka and laughed a lot.

The father picked me up at night and we zoomed home for jiejie's early krismus party. Puked in the car because my tummy was burning from the excessive alcohol, but I think it was mainly because there was bad traffic and the car kept jerking. Another round of drinks at jiejie's party before I ko-ed. The next day saw us sleeping till afternoon then editing pix the whole day, dinner at my aunt's place and some cousin loving :D

Met up with Yulin&Yeeting to do our SOCPHY today, was pretty fun, our vids were stewpid. Some quality time with Kasey mai Daisy afterwards, did a little bit of work, but spent most of the time catching up and such. Had a goodnight. Good weekend, back to school tomorrow. Ewwwwy.

Enough talking, here are some chairlet pix in random order :D



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Simulator! Which the 4 of us squeezed into ^^


10 mins later, we died.














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Goodnight!

Today has been a horrible day.

Good day today. Rose early, went grocery shopping with Nana for our baking goods. Spent the entire afternoon and early evening baking rainbow cupcakes for Teetee(birthday)! Was a successss, they were soooooo prettier, the interior I mean. The exterior was.. Mediocre, but our rainbow really did come out well ^^

Work at bugis today was slack, kelvin&nana came over from WL after work so that we could present Teetee his birthday cupcakes ^^ Went for supper nearby which dragged on pretty late. Got away with it because my parents aren't home yet, haeahehaehae. I want t watch New Moon!

Pix up soon, promise!

Today was a good day. Made it right on time for my 8am class despite only catching 3hours of sleep the previous night. Class was pretty much slack because it was speech com. Bused down to town with Yulin and had lunch at NYDC ^^ Was good because we were positively starving, but when we were done we were soooooo full we felt like dying. Finished up the filming for our documentary and proceeded to bum around. Couldn't resist the urge to buy clothes because our hands were itchy, hence the empty bank accounts /: Went on to watch 2012 because there was "enough time", but we had to leave the movie halfway because we both had to be back at school at 5.30pm.

Decided to cab to school because the bus would take forever, and we decided to heck the cost even though there were peak hour charges because we had already spent so much money today, so who gives a flying fuck anymore? Am super poor now, I need to be more sensible when it comes to cash /: Anyway, GL training started off slow but it picked up after that and I had a good time.

Post up pix next time, <3

Tonight is an eventful night. How many emotions can I muster in a few hours?

This is crazy.

HAHAHA OMG, AFTER ALL THIS TIME YOU ARE STILL SO KUTE. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!
HAEHAEHAEHAEAHEAHEAEHAEHAHEAHEAHAEHAE.

Okay I think only Cherry will know who I'm talking about.

[ Don't mind me whilst I'm being a stupid little girl ^^ ]

It's been so cold lately! Can't stand the monsoon season, makes the skies look so gloomy, uncomfortable trainings, wet shoes, ugly hair, etc etc etc. Want to curl up somewhere warm and naise with a good novel and some hot chocolate.

A day well spent today with Teetee&Nana ^^ Met the two at FEP for lunch and shoppeddd!! Got Kelvin's bday present and spent a lot of money /: I am very pleased with my buys but my bank account is there depletion, I am a horrible teenager with no sense of self-control /: Trained to bugis to look for Stephy&Siew Chin. It's been such a loooooong time since I've seen, Steph, I miss working with her /: Haha, this post is filled with /: School again tomorrow, I am so tired. Gah.

GUILTY:
- F21 Jeweled Love Necklace, $15
- F21 Opal Owl Necklace, $16
- Cosmic Wolf Tee, $20
- Black Cotton Bandage Skirt, $16
- Troops Plaid Shirt, $23
- Denim outerwear from Cherryyy, $18
- Purple Envelope Bag from FEP, $33
- 2 Basics from Topshop, $31
- Diamond Owl Brooch from Diva, $9
- Large Pink Bow Hairband from Diva, $10
- Multicoloured Boho Bracelet Set from Diva, $27
- Havaianas, $20 (this is obviously the best buy)

TOTAL DAMAGE: $218

This is not inclusive of the sum of money I squandered on cabs and expensive food. Sighhh, when will I start to be sensible and save money /: I swear from today onwards, I am not going to spend anymore money, not until Dec when I go to bkk anyway. I am a bad girl, am going to go repent nao.

[On hindsight though, the rush I got from getting these items was really amazing, nothing like retail therapy to heal the soul. I was especially jubilant when I got the Havaianas, life seems a little less bleak when you go on shopping sprees ^^]

Okay, off to repent nao. Ciao.

It's finally friday, this week has been such hectic week! I've cleared everything that has been hurled in my direction and for that I'm thankful. I'm glad that I have trustworthy friends to bring me through each hour, each day, each week. Nowadays, I'm just taking life one day at a time, doing it any other way will drive me nuts.

GL training was good, reminded me of what sports camp days were like. Wasn't very active though, I will try not to be so reserved, haha. Was thankful that Bangla&co signed up too, it was fun for the most part. I'm going to try to enjoy the weekend though there's about ten million things for me to get done!

I love boys with small chinese eyes ^^

Busy busy busy, school has been busy, life has been busy, work has been busy, everything has been busy. My life seems to progress on it's own and the days pass without me noticing them go by. I'm lost in my own schedule and I walk around in a dream. I miss control, I need to be in control.

On a separate note, my mac needs major servicing.  

I am uploading pictures very diligently right now. Will only post a few here, and a few selected others on fb. Way to many(aka too many ugly pix) to post all up, sooooooo.. there you go, next post, very fast ^^ 

 Dinner at Toby's tonight was good. Great food, great company, I had a good time. Will post some pictures up in the next few days or so. The days have been going by quickly, not exactly a good sign. Assignments are really piling up and I'm finding it difficult to spur myself on, fight fight fight Alyyyyyyy ^^

Anyway, long day tmr. Wardrobe fitting at 8am, Raffles, with Bangla&Sarah, then training@3pm, work at 7pm. Got a feeling that I'll be really drained by the end of the day. Another long day on sunday, sighhh.

Goodnight!

It's 1.32am in the morning and I was staring blankly at my computer screen so I decided to blog. I really ought to be sleeping and resting up because I foresee that school is going to get tough in the following week, but I just don't want to, I am stupid like that. The air is so still tonight, it feels so stifling and I am bored shitless. Listening to sad songs in the dead of the night alone in the dark is so not lifting my mood, gah. 

I should really start paying more attention in school, the first 3(almost) weeks of school has passed by like a dream for me, I don't even take notice of things like assignment deadlines or whatever, i get shocked by them, this isn't good. Haha, huge run on sentence.

Funny feeling here. 

Don't be sold a dream,
Remember how the past has been.
Don't be led to believe this one's for you.
Calculate your needs, I see there's room to plant your seeds,
Don't decide till you see how others have grown.




I am becoming the princess of ponology. Stoned through the first few lectures of the day. During break, I bumped into Bangla, Sarah&co at the library, was so bored that I decided to ditch socphy lecture. Took a tour around singapore to get to this studio place thingy for some gown training thingy. We had to learn how to help graduates to put on their graduation gowns! It was super boring and I was really really slow at it. Bangla got it real fast though, the lady made me repeat it again and again and again /: 

Assignments have been piling up, I didn't even notice until today. Ugh, I need to start being more self-motivated. I am a big girl, I must do my work /:

There are some people who you just can't release from your heart. No matter how many times you tell yourself that they don't mean anything special to you anymore, the truth remains to be the opposite. Every single kind word or gesture that they extend to you touches your heart and you just can't help it. Some people just never walk away from your life. 

I feel so mediocre without you. 

 Today, this could be the greatest day of our lives,
Before it all ends, before we run out of time.
Stay close to me, stay close to me,
Watch the world come alive tonight,
Stay close to me.



Today was a good day despite it being a monday, monday blues and all. Was disconcerted at the sight of Makan Place at noon, there were students EVERYWHERE. Cherry and I nearly died trying to find a place to have lunch and we were super cranky because it was so hot and we couldn't find a seat. Ended up going to OurSpace to try the new cafe which wasn't too bad I must say, at least we could actually feel the aircon and there wasn't much of a que^^ 

After much deliberation, we decided to pon IS, HAHA. Waited for Meimei then cabbed down to town. Meimei got her hair done, I put down a deposit for the bag I was lusting for and we shopped around a little. I need my pay pronto! /: NYDC for dinner, lasagna&onion rings ^^ Was super filling, bused back to school for softballzxzx. The rain didn't really stop much so we just tossed balls and bummed around, ended up going to BTP for pool then homeeeee. 

I know it sounds very boring and all but I had a good time. My ellejay posts are.. So self-absorbed, I rarely have anything good to say these days. Haha. 

Goodnight world ^^